Saturday, 16 February 2019


So I have lost the weight needed to fit back into my chastity belt. I really didn't want to wear it but my master was very insistant. I asked about sex and when I might get to come and he gave me two options
Option 1: entirely up to him and I get no say in it.
Option 2: I get to cum on day 1 and then the period of chastisement would double for each time after that.
I quickly  choose option 2 and sure enough having been locked up on valentines day I was released last night and when finished locked back up till tomorrow (17th) so 2 days then it will be 4 days then 8,16,32 days etc. It was while doing breakfast that the penny dropped within 10 orgams I will be waiting well over a year and after that the figures are so big I don't want to think about it.
So I brought it up with master and he said he was quite happy with my mouth and arse. So that would seam to be the end of it.

Saturday, 26 January 2019

Getting use to the new me

So where do I start? I have my new tattoo its not what I thought I would get but Master choose to have me in stockings permanently I have a seam up the back and then a ribbon and a top band around my thigh. From a distance it really does look like stockings, atleast from the rear. Master has spoken at length with the tattooist about making them fishnets right down feet as well.
The chains won't go back on until the the tattoo is fully healed so I appear to have been a little eager to burn my knickers!!
The locks are back on the cupboards and my diet has started. 6lbs to get back into the belt. I reckon that could be as little as next weekend.
Its taking master a while to drop back into his role but is so very good.

Thursday, 24 January 2019

So I'm back

Last night my husband and I had a chat. We have grown distant recently and he thought we needed to catch it in the bud. Truth was and we both new it, we haven't had that level of closeness since we finished my year as a slave. We talked for hours and after a while the realisation hit me that I needed him to take charge but this time properly. Not a year, not my fantasy but an open ended agreement where he calls all the shots and I do as he comands. He wasn't happy initially and gave a compleling argument against it but after a while he agreed and terms were set, they are as follows.

Jane will not be put in danger.

Jane will follow all orders.

Jane has no rights

The last one was my decsion and I told him without that I wouldn't do it.
So this morning I'm back as a slave. Master has to dig out everything but I'm off to get my long hair cut short again and I have rung the tattooists to book a tattoo for the back of my legs this saturday. I cant wait. I think I need to loose weight before the chastity belt will fit, which is a good thing as I need time to give up pleasuring myself.

If master gets home in time the chains will go back on so all my trousers and jeans are at the charity shop and my knickers are burning in the incinerator.

Its just starting to get interesting.

Saturday, 31 March 2018

What happened next

I thought it was time for a final update. The year over we sat down christmas eve and disscussed our options and thoughts going forward. I was happy to carry on as i was so involved now that i couldnt see any other way, it was at this point that my husband produced the key(not an ordinary key but a magnetic key) with a bit of fumbling and trial and errorthe butt plug and belt were removed and the sensations i can tell you. This changed things and i needed time to think. He cut the wrist and ankle chains so i could move around but the cuffs stayed on. We agreed to talk again boxing day and for the first time in ages i slept in bed. My husband treated me like a princess christmas day and boxing day we went for a long walk and i was wearing trousers!! For about a week i had very little control of my bottom which was embarrassing but it sorted itself out.
Boxing day came and went with very little disscussion. I still didnt know what i wanted and he didnt say anything. It wasnt until new years day when i approached the subject and we spent all afternoon going through the past year. I could go into all the details but it makes more sense to cut to the chase which was that we would give it a few weeks and then revert to playing and see where it went.
I have felt lost without the bondage but the freedom to explore our new village is blissful.
Long term i think the draw of slavery to my beloved husband will see me back in chains, the tatoos remain as do the cuffs and collar. I have considered removing some piercings but i like them to much.
I dont intend to update again it was a fabulous year dispite the ups and downs. Thanks to everyone who followed and best of luck with your own kinks

Friday, 1 December 2017

Modified butt plug

Master had a half day yesterday and came home to find me doing my chores still with this butt plug half installed! He asked me what was wrong and I told him how torn I was and then he told me to take it out clean it and he would make it so good I wouldn't be able to resist it. I carried on with my chores and at teatime he brought it back in. Gone was the leashing point, now instead was a chain strong but light, about 10feet long and a stainless ball on the end of it. The ball weighs 4.5kg. It looks stunning! Then he showed me the inside of the plug, it has a small weight (only a few grams) which will move as I walk causing stimulation and during vigorous exercise an orgasm?
Well I couldn't believe the craftsmanship it was geneous. I took it from master and looked at it, he left me in the kitchen and went back outside. I popped it in my bum trying to pluck up the courage. I stood just keeping my weight off it trying to decide when I heard master coming back. I paniced and sat down hard. Yes it is done I have a tail the weight catches on everything and anything more than gentle movements is beautiful torture. Needless to say master was shocked and was a little concerned until I cheered him up using my mouth!!!

Wednesday, 29 November 2017

Courage needed

So following on from masters comments. Last night we had some amazing sex I came so hard I was exhausted. I'd had one of other plugs in my bottom all day and he took me easily, after he'd done he got the permanent plug popped it in and then left it there. I asked him why and he said that this had to be my doing and choice. Now up to there I was prepared and ready for it, but I just could'nt press it home to lock it. All night it stayed there I took it out for my morning toilet visit and put it back in. So here I am I can't find the courage to lock it but I dont want to quit and I definatly can't leave the locking tube sticking out my arse for ever more. After everything I have done this year to my body why is this so hard?

Tuesday, 28 November 2017

Sparkles comment

Hi sparkle I forgot in my last post to mention that after your comment the plug was modified to enable a substantial leash or padlock to go on the end. This does mean however that when in place sitting on a hard surface will be very difficult to bear.

Love the idea