Courage needed

So following on from masters comments. Last night we had some amazing sex I came so hard I was exhausted. I'd had one of other plugs in my bottom all day and he took me easily, after he'd done he got the permanent plug popped it in and then left it there. I asked him why and he said that this had to be my doing and choice. Now up to there I was prepared and ready for it, but I just could'nt press it home to lock it. All night it stayed there I took it out for my morning toilet visit and put it back in. So here I am I can't find the courage to lock it but I dont want to quit and I definatly can't leave the locking tube sticking out my arse for ever more. After everything I have done this year to my body why is this so hard?

Sparkles comment

Hi sparkle I forgot in my last post to mention that after your comment the plug was modified to enable a substantial leash or padlock to go on the end. This does mean however that when in place sitting on a hard surface will be very difficult to bear.

Love the idea
JANE X

Building work and dungeon play

After the last post master spent two days converting the cellar into a dungeon. Once completed he took me down there chained me up and i have been down there everyday 8am to 8pm while building work is done. Some days just chained and "free" to do as i please, some days in bondage and fully restricted. Anyway its all done and looks stunning. Last night we had a party and had some friends over including the still belted dom who is very horny and as the drink flowed I took her down to the dungeon. Anyway long and short of it I was soon chained up and after a few strokes with the cane shouting. She locked a ball gag in place and then carried on. After a while she left and returned with my master who chuckled and was just about to release me when she spotted the butt plug, multiple questions later shes goeding me to lock it in. I didn't but it was close. She text me this morning saying that its got to be done. I forwarded it to master who just said easy enough, one last orgasm before it goes in? So it might be done tonight!!