Courage needed

So following on from masters comments. Last night we had some amazing sex I came so hard I was exhausted. I'd had one of other plugs in my bottom all day and he took me easily, after he'd done he got the permanent plug popped it in and then left it there. I asked him why and he said that this had to be my doing and choice. Now up to there I was prepared and ready for it, but I just could'nt press it home to lock it. All night it stayed there I took it out for my morning toilet visit and put it back in. So here I am I can't find the courage to lock it but I dont want to quit and I definatly can't leave the locking tube sticking out my arse for ever more. After everything I have done this year to my body why is this so hard?

Sparkles comment

Hi sparkle I forgot in my last post to mention that after your comment the plug was modified to enable a substantial leash or padlock to go on the end. This does mean however that when in place sitting on a hard surface will be very difficult to bear.

Love the idea
JANE X

Building work and dungeon play

After the last post master spent two days converting the cellar into a dungeon. Once completed he took me down there chained me up and i have been down there everyday 8am to 8pm while building work is done. Some days just chained and "free" to do as i please, some days in bondage and fully restricted. Anyway its all done and looks stunning. Last night we had a party and had some friends over including the still belted dom who is very horny and as the drink flowed I took her down to the dungeon. Anyway long and short of it I was soon chained up and after a few strokes with the cane shouting. She locked a ball gag in place and then carried on. After a while she left and returned with my master who chuckled and was just about to release me when she spotted the butt plug, multiple questions later shes goeding me to lock it in. I didn't but it was close. She text me this morning saying that its got to be done. I forwarded it to master who just said easy enough, one last orgasm before it goes in? So it might be done tonight!!

New house, lots of potential

I know I have been quiet lately, I can reveal now that we have moved to an exquisit farmhouse in Norfolk. It has loads of potential to play and Master and I are already indulging in it. There is a huge oak beam in the kitchen and master loves to see me chained from it! The house sits in 6 acres with the road nearly 500 yards away and surrounded by a thick hedge I nolonger have to wear clothes when I go outside. Master has made the walk in wardrobe lockable and takes the key with him! Also the previous owner (masters Auntie) had a dog so now he can chain me on the patio with just the dog kennel for shelter. Master has big plans for the cellar which was once a secure wine store so he thinks he can turn it into a play room/dungeon. At the moment its damp and got mice so I try not to go down there.
Finally before I go back to window cleaning I'm still thinking about the butt plug!!*

To plug or not to plug?

For as long as my husband/master and I have been together we have played with butt plugs, I have no problem these days having a large plug in my rear for days, did 2 weeks recently and once I am into the routine of the enemas its no trouble.
Rewind a couple of weeks and a conversation between master and I about bondage and my belief that there was no bondage that could be added to the now substantial restrictive collection locked permanently on my body that I couldn't handle. Masters reaction was at once obvious and started questioning areas of bondage that he felt I wouldn't cope with, these included hearing, speach and my breasts. After a bit of discussion I had in my opinion won my argument and went to my cage to sleep, next morning no more was said and I thought no more of it untill this morning.
Master came in from the garage with a butt plug looking similar to the ones that open and lock. I looked at it and said to him that I could manage that no problem and he asked but for how long? Strange question but after afew minutes the penny dropped and I realised what he has made, its a one time locking butt plug, it goes in locks into place and you can't get it out. So now my dilema, if I put it in, my only way of sexal pleasure is gone and he's on my most excellent BJ's for ever more. That said it's one hell of a sexy idea and really tempting. I could pop it in lock it and my fate is sealed quite solidly.
Master says he's sure I won't do it but has left it so I am reminded that he is always right. Oh to pluck up the courage to prove him wrong.

Time for an update

Its long over due but here is an update. Everything is about where it was my co chastity sufferer is settling in to the exceptance of her foolishness to put herself in the position shes in. Her submissive husband thinks its great because she now lacks the dominant drive and he's starting to turn tables on her and he is enjoying it.
As for me I do what I do every day my mind is starting to turn to christmas and the decisionI need to make as to wether I carry on or go back to as normal life as you can tattooed as I am and decorated with jewlery that isnt exactly conventional. Master says he can get the chains off easily but the braclets anklets and collar will be very difficult and my chastity belt was built to stay on. So even if I stop this lifestyle at the end of the year its anal only for me. As for a job I was a sucsessful woman but I dont know how I'd be viewed now. If I carry on our tattooist has shown master some intersting tattoo ideas for my body and he has talked about upping the piercings with master too.
At the start my husband and master was not convinced by it all but now I think I have unleashed a beast in him which I may not be able to train even if I choose to try.
All in all the dream and reality have been pretty close I love being the slave.

Chastity update

I thought I better update you all on the latest belted victim. She is not handling it well, she says that all she thinks about is sex and that her mind is mush!!

Her belt has been on since the 23rd and now she has realized that when my master offered to make a locking one and she choose the same lock as me she made a big mistake. The deal is that she can have it removed by master after Christmas if she asks in November.

I love the fact that someone is worse of than me.