I have really enjoyed watching my Husband develop into the role of master. He has surpassed himself and now seems to enjoy the power. We went out for our date night Friday again and as is the set up it was my choice, I thought hard but decided we should have a night on the town and we headed out for a nice meal followed by a couple of drinks and then ending up at the nightclub. It was a great evening and I got some looks with my recent change in appearance teamed with the fact that compared to some in the club I wasn't exactly dressed for winter clubbing!! We left around 1am Saturday and got a taxi home where I started to get a little demanding and ended up in the stocks while Master got sorted before bed. Once he was ready he gave my bottom a good flogging and with a red bum was put in my cage. Saturday morning I was heavy eyed and definitely jaded from the alcohol and told master I wasn't playing. He reminded me that I didn't have that choice and slapped my still tender bum. By lunch I was feeling more like it and I sucked him for an hour or so before he seemed to forgive my outbursts.
I have been looking into the idea of a more permanent link for my wrist cuffs, at the moment we have a length of chain that padlocks on. We would like something more permanent but equally removable if required. Think this will have to be investigated and trialed over time.
Sunday, 22 January 2017
Wednesday, 18 January 2017
normal life as a slave
I though 'I ought to talk a little about normal everyday life in my new role as slave. My day starts at 6am when my master wakes opens the cage on his way to the bathroom, I crawl out stretch and make my way downstairs to make my masters breakfast, he is a creature of habit, coffee toast and marmalade. Back up with the tray and kneel by the bed for master to eat breakfast then we talk about the day my plans, his plans and the requirements for the day, we discuss what we will have for supper and what time it needs to be ready. today we are having chicken casserole so out is the chicken, veg and potatoes along with the gravy. I have had my breakfast after master went to work, I have two pieces of plain toast and water. It was my choice to create a plain and boring diet for myself for breakfast and lunch but to eat tea/supper with my husband/master as he does, this way I get the slave rations but a filling meal every evening to keep me healthy.
Master goes to work at 7.30 and today I have nowhere to be I am naked apart from my chastity and jewelry. Prior to starting this year I made a few changes to the house this includes a small locked cupboard over the timer for the heating, as a result of this the heating goes off at 7:15 and doesn't go back on till 5:45 in the evening Monday to Friday and the chill in the house by lunchtime is more than a little noticeable on my body! I have a cleaning routine that master and I made up, one of my least favorite things is housework, we used to share it but I insisted that it became my soul responsibility and I probably regret that the most.. Today is wash the bedding and hoover the upstairs before jet washing the patio, It is private and no one can see me but it is only 2 degrees outside and I'm not looking forward to it!!!
By 3 pm I should be making tea and then readying myself for my masters return and we will see where the evening takes us...
Master goes to work at 7.30 and today I have nowhere to be I am naked apart from my chastity and jewelry. Prior to starting this year I made a few changes to the house this includes a small locked cupboard over the timer for the heating, as a result of this the heating goes off at 7:15 and doesn't go back on till 5:45 in the evening Monday to Friday and the chill in the house by lunchtime is more than a little noticeable on my body! I have a cleaning routine that master and I made up, one of my least favorite things is housework, we used to share it but I insisted that it became my soul responsibility and I probably regret that the most.. Today is wash the bedding and hoover the upstairs before jet washing the patio, It is private and no one can see me but it is only 2 degrees outside and I'm not looking forward to it!!!
By 3 pm I should be making tea and then readying myself for my masters return and we will see where the evening takes us...
Tuesday, 17 January 2017
Mum and Dad:- An interesting tea time!!
As I said earlier my Mum and Dad were coming for tea, now I had told them what was happening in a general format, you know the sort of thing slave to my husband, he calls the shots, etc,etc. However details weren't asked at the time of the conversation and i didn't forward them either. So they turn up for tea and there is me in a fetching French maids outfit, not to short but complete with pinny and hat paired with 6" black heels and all my new jewelry and its fair to say they were speechless when I opened the door.
After the initial why and what and why we sat down for tea well they sat down for tea, I knelt on the floor next to my master and ate mine there. Conversation was kept to general life and politics my Dad is mad keen on talking Brexit at the moment and once tea was done I washed up while they had a coffee and then we headed for the lounge to talk. This was a continuation of the general talk until my dad said to my master about his classic car in the garage at which point the two men excused themselves and headed out to talk cars in the garage with a beer. No sooner had they left when my mum started with questions and once she had reassured herself that this really was what I wanted and that I really couldn't explain why she wanted to know about my tattoo. I wasn't quite sure that I wanted her to know about it but aparently we were spotted exiting the tattoo parlour and she wanted to know so conversation went something like this:-
Well Mum its on my Bum
Well how big is it Jane?
Fairly large
Can I see it?
Are you sure you want to
Yes
Well okay (turned round and lifted my dress)
What are you wearing?
Oh its a chastity belt
A what?
Chastity belt
but your legs there..
Yes they are connected it's part of the thing
But how, when, how long do you wear it
All the time
But toilet
All easy enough Mum
But that tattoo what if you err I mean how do you
I can't remove it its permanent, it would have to be covered but I like it.
And your happy Jane?
Yes
Well you better kneel down here and tell me all about your new life then
Kneel why?
Well I don't know much Jane but I do know that slaves don't get luxury like sofas
and so the conversation went from there, for better or worse my mum now knows about all the piercings and the tattoo I get if I fail the chastity belt and the pillory and possibly worse still this blog. So Hello Mum!!
We agreed that Dad would be spared all the details in case he got to many ideas.
Anyway got to go my cage is waiting....
After the initial why and what and why we sat down for tea well they sat down for tea, I knelt on the floor next to my master and ate mine there. Conversation was kept to general life and politics my Dad is mad keen on talking Brexit at the moment and once tea was done I washed up while they had a coffee and then we headed for the lounge to talk. This was a continuation of the general talk until my dad said to my master about his classic car in the garage at which point the two men excused themselves and headed out to talk cars in the garage with a beer. No sooner had they left when my mum started with questions and once she had reassured herself that this really was what I wanted and that I really couldn't explain why she wanted to know about my tattoo. I wasn't quite sure that I wanted her to know about it but aparently we were spotted exiting the tattoo parlour and she wanted to know so conversation went something like this:-
Well Mum its on my Bum
Well how big is it Jane?
Fairly large
Can I see it?
Are you sure you want to
Yes
Well okay (turned round and lifted my dress)
What are you wearing?
Oh its a chastity belt
A what?
Chastity belt
but your legs there..
Yes they are connected it's part of the thing
But how, when, how long do you wear it
All the time
But toilet
All easy enough Mum
But that tattoo what if you err I mean how do you
I can't remove it its permanent, it would have to be covered but I like it.
And your happy Jane?
Yes
Well you better kneel down here and tell me all about your new life then
Kneel why?
Well I don't know much Jane but I do know that slaves don't get luxury like sofas
and so the conversation went from there, for better or worse my mum now knows about all the piercings and the tattoo I get if I fail the chastity belt and the pillory and possibly worse still this blog. So Hello Mum!!
We agreed that Dad would be spared all the details in case he got to many ideas.
Anyway got to go my cage is waiting....
a night in the pillory
Well the night in the pillory (see "never bet drunk") was long but actually okay! I didn't sleep but it gave me time to reflect and let my mind wander in an attempted to ration what I'm doing to myself here. I found myself wondering not what was I doing but actually how deep does this fantasy of mine go and how far do I want to take it, 3 weeks in and I absolutely love my new life as the submissive slave of the man I love, I don't have any money worries cause I don't have any, I don't have to worry about clothes because I'm told what to wear and I don't even have to worry about what to eat because its all taken care off.
Anyway that said I did get cramp a couple of times and an itch on the back of my leg that drove me spare half the night but I did win my bet and I did get the reward and yes it was good and oh so powerful that it was more than worth it.
Tonight my parents are coming over and they know all about my new lifestyle, my master made me talk to them about it before even entering into this idea so it will be interesting to see what they say when they see me. We will see they seemed pretty relaxed about it to be fair.
Anyway that said I did get cramp a couple of times and an itch on the back of my leg that drove me spare half the night but I did win my bet and I did get the reward and yes it was good and oh so powerful that it was more than worth it.
Tonight my parents are coming over and they know all about my new lifestyle, my master made me talk to them about it before even entering into this idea so it will be interesting to see what they say when they see me. We will see they seemed pretty relaxed about it to be fair.
Sunday, 15 January 2017
never bet drunk!!
Just a quick one after I had written my last post my master opened a bottle of wine and we had some I was a bit tipsy when after the second glass (I'm the original lightweight) and I mentioned getting out the belt for some action. Master said I had to earn it and how long could I last in the pillory? Well I'd had a bit to drink and said it was easy enough I could stay there all night easy. So here I am with a bad head looking at the Pillory knowing I'm to have put myself in it by 6pm and won't get out till 6am and now I'm not drunk.
Wish me luck I will tell all tomorrow....
Wish me luck I will tell all tomorrow....
The new toy
Yesterday after shopping we went to the DIY store and my Husband/Master collected supplies or a project but wouldn't let on what it was. Around 6pm last night I was ordered upstairs to my cage while he made ready or me and as I lay in my cage I could hear tapping and screwing downstairs in his study. Once he was done he unlocked the cage, stripped me to my chastity belt put me in a pair of 6" heels and we went down stairs. On arrival to the study entrance he produced a silk scarf, instructed me to wait and he went in to the study, He then told me to come in but to leave the scarf on, I entered gingerly and stood about 6 feet inside the door, this he locked and hid the key. Removing my scarf I saw what was the new toy- A pillory built from wood designed for me to stand at ,with my feet locked about 3 feet apart and hands next to my face.
Within seconds I was standing in the slots for my legs waiting for him to close it all and then my neck and wrists went in too. He then informed me it was time for a shave and unlocked my Chastity belt, this dropped down and he had to unlock my ankles to remove it. At this point I was left alone in the pillory I tried to move around but there really is little free movement. Master returned with my cleaned chastity belt followed by a bowl of water, soap and a razor. I don't have much down there in the way of hair but it has been itching terrible and my Master does like me bald. He set to work taking extreme care and making an already horny lady very very hot under the collar!! When he was done he took the opportunity for his own pleasure I can't cum from anal sex but don't dislike it and after several years I find it easy to accommodate his member without pain. when he was done the chastity belt went back on and despite my complaints and demands for an orgasm the lock was clicked shut.
Once unlocked I asked how long he was going to make me wait for my pleasure, at which he merely responded with "You asked for this not me"
Within seconds I was standing in the slots for my legs waiting for him to close it all and then my neck and wrists went in too. He then informed me it was time for a shave and unlocked my Chastity belt, this dropped down and he had to unlock my ankles to remove it. At this point I was left alone in the pillory I tried to move around but there really is little free movement. Master returned with my cleaned chastity belt followed by a bowl of water, soap and a razor. I don't have much down there in the way of hair but it has been itching terrible and my Master does like me bald. He set to work taking extreme care and making an already horny lady very very hot under the collar!! When he was done he took the opportunity for his own pleasure I can't cum from anal sex but don't dislike it and after several years I find it easy to accommodate his member without pain. when he was done the chastity belt went back on and despite my complaints and demands for an orgasm the lock was clicked shut.
Once unlocked I asked how long he was going to make me wait for my pleasure, at which he merely responded with "You asked for this not me"
Saturday, 14 January 2017
supermarket shopping
This mornning my master informed me that we were going shopping, nothing unusual about that apart from the fact that I wasn't really dressed for a trip round our local supermarket. He had laid out a light summery dress and 6" sandals for me and outside was about -2. So without questioning my husband/master I got dressed and went out to the car. He got in and of we went, when we got there he said "I will push the trolley and you load it up". So there's me walking with my reduced stride caused by the thigh cuffs in my chastity belt and 6" sandals in a busy supermarket while everyone else is in there overcoats, scarfs and hats. I was very self concious especially when getting the stuff from the top and bottom shelves, when I reached for the top shelf my dress bearly covered my thigh cuffs and bending down with my knees to reach the bottom shelf in 6" sandals had anyone who was looking a good look up my dress to the metal underwear. Its a strange thing that 100mm of stainless rod is so restrictive when walking but leaves my legs wide open and vuneralble when normally you'd have them closed tight. When we had the weeks shopping he drove to the DIY store and we got several lengths of 2"x6" timber, some hindges and a hasp and staple, when I asked what it was for he told me it was a surprise and I would find out later. We got back I stripped back down to my chastity belt and put the shopping away, made lunch and then my Master has disappeared back to the workshop to make this new item. He has left me to write this blog and find some nice corsets for me to have, I am naturally a 24" waist but master says I should be able to lace down to 20" or below with some practice, apparently the chastity belt has been made to adjust down to 20" so I assume that it will lock over the corset which will stop me from taking the corset off or loosening the laces
Friday, 13 January 2017
my new underwear!!
I knew it was coming, it was my idea, the measurements taken I even had a hand in the design. But I was still not ready to lock my sexual pleasure behind the stainless chastity belt it now is. My Master has done an incredible job with it, I shouldn't be surprised he is a master of metal work as well as me!! I am blessed with a small waist relative to my hips and this he tells me makes it easier to make the belt full proof. He has made the waist band in such a way that it is locked by the front shield part and the rear part is permanently connected to the waist band so it only requires one padlock which is tucked between my legs holding it all together.
The rear of the belt is a solid bar bent to slide between my buttocks making number 2's interesting (I don't want constipation while wearing this) The rest is neoprene lined stainless steel and he has also made a set of thigh cuffs that connect with a 100mm bar on ball joints which is connected to the padlock, this stops the padlock swaying and because its a bar not a chain like some it is quiet to. We put it on me Wednesday evening with the plan of trying it for a few hours and adjusting it and then trying some more, it was a perfect fit and with the thigh cuffs as well I had no real problem apart from the obvious metal around my delicate regions. My master went to take it off at bed time but I stopped him and we agreed I would wear it in my cage but with the key available to remove it if it was uncomfortable or hurt, 8:30 to my cage fell asleep and woke up at 6am when master opened the door. I held the key all day Thursday and master checked my body for any problems before he went to work and again when he got home. Apart from now having to bend at the knees and my shortened stride the only thing bothering me it my desire to cum!!! This morning Master checked me again and took the key, he has given me a key in a plastic pot which is sealed shut, in emergency I can break the pot and get out of the belt. However if I break it just because and can't justify my actions I have agreed as punishment I will have the words "SUBMISSIVE SLAVE" tattooed on my legs which as I can not wear trousers will be clearly visible in my skirts which range from short to Knee length. This was my idea in order to discourage me I know my husband couldn't punish me hard so I needed a punishment that would stop me just taking it off when I wanted. I did say to my husband before we started that if I get really horny I will take the punishment for the pleasure I will get from release, I wonder how long I can hold out for....
The rear of the belt is a solid bar bent to slide between my buttocks making number 2's interesting (I don't want constipation while wearing this) The rest is neoprene lined stainless steel and he has also made a set of thigh cuffs that connect with a 100mm bar on ball joints which is connected to the padlock, this stops the padlock swaying and because its a bar not a chain like some it is quiet to. We put it on me Wednesday evening with the plan of trying it for a few hours and adjusting it and then trying some more, it was a perfect fit and with the thigh cuffs as well I had no real problem apart from the obvious metal around my delicate regions. My master went to take it off at bed time but I stopped him and we agreed I would wear it in my cage but with the key available to remove it if it was uncomfortable or hurt, 8:30 to my cage fell asleep and woke up at 6am when master opened the door. I held the key all day Thursday and master checked my body for any problems before he went to work and again when he got home. Apart from now having to bend at the knees and my shortened stride the only thing bothering me it my desire to cum!!! This morning Master checked me again and took the key, he has given me a key in a plastic pot which is sealed shut, in emergency I can break the pot and get out of the belt. However if I break it just because and can't justify my actions I have agreed as punishment I will have the words "SUBMISSIVE SLAVE" tattooed on my legs which as I can not wear trousers will be clearly visible in my skirts which range from short to Knee length. This was my idea in order to discourage me I know my husband couldn't punish me hard so I needed a punishment that would stop me just taking it off when I wanted. I did say to my husband before we started that if I get really horny I will take the punishment for the pleasure I will get from release, I wonder how long I can hold out for....
Wednesday, 11 January 2017
a tender weekend
Well I am now tattooed and by god did it hurt, never had one before and now my buttocks are well inked, my master didn't want a tattoo above my lady regions as it won't be visible once my chastity belt is on! So I had a tattoo on my bum which reads "Property of my Husband and Master" its in a large Black font outlined in a red stripe and then a pair of handcuffs below it. Took just over 5hrs to do and I'm supposed to be going back for some decoration above it at a later date. I couldn't sit all weekend and after repeated demands by my master to leave my bottom alone to heal I decided the best thing to do was to use the time to practice bondage, while he was outside I put myself on the hook at around 10am Sunday Morning. This turned out to be a slightly daft affair as my master reappeared from the garage at about 8.30 in the evening not amused that there was no tea!!! He threatened to leave me there all night but after applying the cream to my tender bottom and commenting on how intrigued my doctor will be when I next go (hadn't thought of that one) took me down and let me sleep in the bed for one night. Monday, Tuesday were delicate days although its amazing how productive you can be when your unable to sit down. Today I am feeling much better and my master says he has a surprise for me tonight, as long as it doesn't involve anything on my bum I'm okay.
Saturday, 7 January 2017
date night
Well as I said it was date night Friday night and my husband/master and I went off to the local pub him in jeans and a shirt, me in a short posh frock 6" heels and all my new jewelry on show. Food was excellent he treated me like a queen not a slave while we were there. I think possibly master is trying to keep a grip on reality as things are moving very fast and he wants to know that things could revert back to normal.
Anyway about half way through the meal we were talking and he said to me "now your my slave, you will do anything I request?" to this I responded with yes of course, His reaction was "Take of your Knickers then and put them in your handbag" My face was probably something of a picture as I haven't done anything like that in public seen I was a rebellious twenty something. I gave it a moments hesitation and thought to myself this was my fantasy, to be controlled and ordered, so I slipped them off under the table and ceremoniously placed them in my handbag while it sat on the table. We finished our meal and I was aware that by the time we left there was a defined damp patch on the seat where I had sat. My master and I walked home and had a serious exercise session on the kitchen table when we got home. I was so tried when I went up to my cage that I have never slept so well in it. This morning I am pondering my tattoo and I'm starting to get vvery nervous, to late now but I hope it doesn't hurt to much!!
Anyway about half way through the meal we were talking and he said to me "now your my slave, you will do anything I request?" to this I responded with yes of course, His reaction was "Take of your Knickers then and put them in your handbag" My face was probably something of a picture as I haven't done anything like that in public seen I was a rebellious twenty something. I gave it a moments hesitation and thought to myself this was my fantasy, to be controlled and ordered, so I slipped them off under the table and ceremoniously placed them in my handbag while it sat on the table. We finished our meal and I was aware that by the time we left there was a defined damp patch on the seat where I had sat. My master and I walked home and had a serious exercise session on the kitchen table when we got home. I was so tried when I went up to my cage that I have never slept so well in it. This morning I am pondering my tattoo and I'm starting to get vvery nervous, to late now but I hope it doesn't hurt to much!!
Thursday, 5 January 2017
A new day
I can report that my master was satisfied with my jobs yesterday and he let me out the cage and we had dinner together (him at the table me at his feet) I have grown a liking for this new life it is heading in the direction I had imaged in my fantasies and it has in some way exceeded these. My master went out after dinner and reappeared with some tools and some items from the DIY store. He then locked me back in the cage while I couldn't see I could hear him drilling and working below me. When I was released I was taken down stairs to try out the new toy! He has installed a hook in the beam it is at a height that in my 6" heels I can reach up to put the hook onto the rings on my slave bracelets but once there I can not get them off. He left me struggling for a couple of hours before getting me down. He says that I may put myself there any time I wish to be disciplined for doing wrong. I know he has bought a new whip and I am looking forward with some trepidation to trying it. (maybe not yet!!)
Also Last night my Master/Husband has decreed that Friday night is date night and wants to take me out, he has said I will be his slave but I will act as if we are equal for the moment and we will not go anywhere that a lady shouldn't be seen. We are out to the local pub tomorrow I will be dressed up as I no longer have casual clothes I guess that my short dress teamed with my new jewelry and haircut may tern a few heads and get tongues wagging.
Saturday my request for a suitable tattoo is going to be fulfilled and I believe it is going just above my sex. I have left the placement and image to my master to decided this was at my request before we started the trial and will be again a permanent item even after the trial. I cant wait and hope it is bold and a proper statement, I will be a little disappointed if I end up with a small butterfly on my shoulder!!.
Also Last night my Master/Husband has decreed that Friday night is date night and wants to take me out, he has said I will be his slave but I will act as if we are equal for the moment and we will not go anywhere that a lady shouldn't be seen. We are out to the local pub tomorrow I will be dressed up as I no longer have casual clothes I guess that my short dress teamed with my new jewelry and haircut may tern a few heads and get tongues wagging.
Saturday my request for a suitable tattoo is going to be fulfilled and I believe it is going just above my sex. I have left the placement and image to my master to decided this was at my request before we started the trial and will be again a permanent item even after the trial. I cant wait and hope it is bold and a proper statement, I will be a little disappointed if I end up with a small butterfly on my shoulder!!.
Wednesday, 4 January 2017
Embracing my status
I am currently waiting for my master to return and the last job on the list he handed over before leaving for work was to post to my blog. The other items on the list were fairly mundane apart from the bottom of the list which reads as follows "once all the list is completed or 6:30 this evening (which ever comes first) slave Jane is to place herself in the cage wearing her new bondage and await her master. Once master has assessed slaves work he will allow her out for tea. poor quality work will be punished in a long hungry night!" Needless to say I have made certain that everything is perfect and that I will please my master on his return.
Last night we spent a while looking at Chastity belts and after much soul searching master and I decided that the commercial options don't suit what is required (he allowed me input on this subject as it is part of my fantasy) Master is good with metal work skilled enough and equipped to create a custom one which he says will be ready in a month. Some of the belts were mighty scary to think that I won't have access to my lady garden in a month is a real mind messer!! Master plans on thigh cuffs and a link to shorten my stride as well, he also wants to add bondage points to the waist band. He has offered to make it without a padlock but to make the waist band permanent like my Axsmar bands and just lock the shield on my crotch, this would make wearing clothes easier but would mean metal underwear always without relief at least for this year.
Anyway on the plus side of everything my goal to loose 2 stone and come in at the low end of my perfect weight as apposed to the top end of it is going well. I had locks put on the cupboards and master keeps the key we put out what I need to cook tea and everything else is away. consequently since breakfast I have eaten nothing and only drank water. Diet is going to be easy!!
Must go and get ready for masters return in a little over 3hrs.
Tuesday, 3 January 2017
an introduction
Hi
I'm Jane and as of the new year I am the voluntary slave to my husband for the next 12 months. This is my idea, fantasy and choice. I have sat and given a small list of limits but have purposely left it very loose and potentially life changing. Those limits are as follows:-
1) No other men to handle me sexually.
2) No Tattoos or Branding to my hands or face.
3) Nothing that is likely to endanger my life.
That's it, we have spoken about this, my Master/Husband is on board only because I have pestered him for ages to let me have my fantasy and he has agreed to a 12 month trial which we will discuss between Christmas and new year next year. I wanted it to be realistic and have burnt my "safe clothes", credit cards, sold my car, and closed my bank account giving everything to my husband. He wouldn't let me sign the house over but apart from that I own nothing. He agreed to let me do this in October and agreed to let me get some piercings to look the part, these included my nipples, tongue and septum. I already have my ears done three times and my belly button. I also ordered a full set (collar, wrist and ankle) cuffs from Axsmar which are the permanent once closed there stuck sort. They went on Christmas Day and I can't see they will come off even if we don't carry on after the trial. My master would only let me have these if I had the rings to connect to on them, So now I sport these everywhere I go. I had up until this morning long hair down to the middle of my back which I figured would hide the collar nicely from everyday view but this morning I was sent to the local hairdressers and now have a very short cut and it was very embarrassing.
We have played with BDSM for years and for Christmas 2013 I got a cage for the bedroom, it was my present although I chose it myself. It is self locking, in so far as I can put myself in but cant open it from inside even with the key in my hand. This has been a regular toy but is now where I am to be every night at 8:30pm. I used to watch telly till 11 or 12 pm but not any longer.
My husband/Master has told me he is determined to make this hard for me so I don't want to carry on after 12 months. My fantasy for as long as I can remember is now a reality, how will it go?
I'm Jane and as of the new year I am the voluntary slave to my husband for the next 12 months. This is my idea, fantasy and choice. I have sat and given a small list of limits but have purposely left it very loose and potentially life changing. Those limits are as follows:-
1) No other men to handle me sexually.
2) No Tattoos or Branding to my hands or face.
3) Nothing that is likely to endanger my life.
That's it, we have spoken about this, my Master/Husband is on board only because I have pestered him for ages to let me have my fantasy and he has agreed to a 12 month trial which we will discuss between Christmas and new year next year. I wanted it to be realistic and have burnt my "safe clothes", credit cards, sold my car, and closed my bank account giving everything to my husband. He wouldn't let me sign the house over but apart from that I own nothing. He agreed to let me do this in October and agreed to let me get some piercings to look the part, these included my nipples, tongue and septum. I already have my ears done three times and my belly button. I also ordered a full set (collar, wrist and ankle) cuffs from Axsmar which are the permanent once closed there stuck sort. They went on Christmas Day and I can't see they will come off even if we don't carry on after the trial. My master would only let me have these if I had the rings to connect to on them, So now I sport these everywhere I go. I had up until this morning long hair down to the middle of my back which I figured would hide the collar nicely from everyday view but this morning I was sent to the local hairdressers and now have a very short cut and it was very embarrassing.
We have played with BDSM for years and for Christmas 2013 I got a cage for the bedroom, it was my present although I chose it myself. It is self locking, in so far as I can put myself in but cant open it from inside even with the key in my hand. This has been a regular toy but is now where I am to be every night at 8:30pm. I used to watch telly till 11 or 12 pm but not any longer.
My husband/Master has told me he is determined to make this hard for me so I don't want to carry on after 12 months. My fantasy for as long as I can remember is now a reality, how will it go?
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