Modified butt plug

Master had a half day yesterday and came home to find me doing my chores still with this butt plug half installed! He asked me what was wrong and I told him how torn I was and then he told me to take it out clean it and he would make it so good I wouldn't be able to resist it. I carried on with my chores and at teatime he brought it back in. Gone was the leashing point, now instead was a chain strong but light, about 10feet long and a stainless ball on the end of it. The ball weighs 4.5kg. It looks stunning! Then he showed me the inside of the plug, it has a small weight (only a few grams) which will move as I walk causing stimulation and during vigorous exercise an orgasm?
Well I couldn't believe the craftsmanship it was geneous. I took it from master and looked at it, he left me in the kitchen and went back outside. I popped it in my bum trying to pluck up the courage. I stood just keeping my weight off it trying to decide when I heard master coming back. I paniced and sat down hard. Yes it is done I have a tail the weight catches on everything and anything more than gentle movements is beautiful torture. Needless to say master was shocked and was a little concerned until I cheered him up using my mouth!!!

Courage needed

So following on from masters comments. Last night we had some amazing sex I came so hard I was exhausted. I'd had one of other plugs in my bottom all day and he took me easily, after he'd done he got the permanent plug popped it in and then left it there. I asked him why and he said that this had to be my doing and choice. Now up to there I was prepared and ready for it, but I just could'nt press it home to lock it. All night it stayed there I took it out for my morning toilet visit and put it back in. So here I am I can't find the courage to lock it but I dont want to quit and I definatly can't leave the locking tube sticking out my arse for ever more. After everything I have done this year to my body why is this so hard?

Sparkles comment

Hi sparkle I forgot in my last post to mention that after your comment the plug was modified to enable a substantial leash or padlock to go on the end. This does mean however that when in place sitting on a hard surface will be very difficult to bear.

Love the idea
JANE X

Building work and dungeon play

After the last post master spent two days converting the cellar into a dungeon. Once completed he took me down there chained me up and i have been down there everyday 8am to 8pm while building work is done. Some days just chained and "free" to do as i please, some days in bondage and fully restricted. Anyway its all done and looks stunning. Last night we had a party and had some friends over including the still belted dom who is very horny and as the drink flowed I took her down to the dungeon. Anyway long and short of it I was soon chained up and after a few strokes with the cane shouting. She locked a ball gag in place and then carried on. After a while she left and returned with my master who chuckled and was just about to release me when she spotted the butt plug, multiple questions later shes goeding me to lock it in. I didn't but it was close. She text me this morning saying that its got to be done. I forwarded it to master who just said easy enough, one last orgasm before it goes in? So it might be done tonight!!

New house, lots of potential

I know I have been quiet lately, I can reveal now that we have moved to an exquisit farmhouse in Norfolk. It has loads of potential to play and Master and I are already indulging in it. There is a huge oak beam in the kitchen and master loves to see me chained from it! The house sits in 6 acres with the road nearly 500 yards away and surrounded by a thick hedge I nolonger have to wear clothes when I go outside. Master has made the walk in wardrobe lockable and takes the key with him! Also the previous owner (masters Auntie) had a dog so now he can chain me on the patio with just the dog kennel for shelter. Master has big plans for the cellar which was once a secure wine store so he thinks he can turn it into a play room/dungeon. At the moment its damp and got mice so I try not to go down there.
Finally before I go back to window cleaning I'm still thinking about the butt plug!!*

To plug or not to plug?

For as long as my husband/master and I have been together we have played with butt plugs, I have no problem these days having a large plug in my rear for days, did 2 weeks recently and once I am into the routine of the enemas its no trouble.
Rewind a couple of weeks and a conversation between master and I about bondage and my belief that there was no bondage that could be added to the now substantial restrictive collection locked permanently on my body that I couldn't handle. Masters reaction was at once obvious and started questioning areas of bondage that he felt I wouldn't cope with, these included hearing, speach and my breasts. After a bit of discussion I had in my opinion won my argument and went to my cage to sleep, next morning no more was said and I thought no more of it untill this morning.
Master came in from the garage with a butt plug looking similar to the ones that open and lock. I looked at it and said to him that I could manage that no problem and he asked but for how long? Strange question but after afew minutes the penny dropped and I realised what he has made, its a one time locking butt plug, it goes in locks into place and you can't get it out. So now my dilema, if I put it in, my only way of sexal pleasure is gone and he's on my most excellent BJ's for ever more. That said it's one hell of a sexy idea and really tempting. I could pop it in lock it and my fate is sealed quite solidly.
Master says he's sure I won't do it but has left it so I am reminded that he is always right. Oh to pluck up the courage to prove him wrong.

Time for an update

Its long over due but here is an update. Everything is about where it was my co chastity sufferer is settling in to the exceptance of her foolishness to put herself in the position shes in. Her submissive husband thinks its great because she now lacks the dominant drive and he's starting to turn tables on her and he is enjoying it.
As for me I do what I do every day my mind is starting to turn to christmas and the decisionI need to make as to wether I carry on or go back to as normal life as you can tattooed as I am and decorated with jewlery that isnt exactly conventional. Master says he can get the chains off easily but the braclets anklets and collar will be very difficult and my chastity belt was built to stay on. So even if I stop this lifestyle at the end of the year its anal only for me. As for a job I was a sucsessful woman but I dont know how I'd be viewed now. If I carry on our tattooist has shown master some intersting tattoo ideas for my body and he has talked about upping the piercings with master too.
At the start my husband and master was not convinced by it all but now I think I have unleashed a beast in him which I may not be able to train even if I choose to try.
All in all the dream and reality have been pretty close I love being the slave.

Chastity update

I thought I better update you all on the latest belted victim. She is not handling it well, she says that all she thinks about is sex and that her mind is mush!!

Her belt has been on since the 23rd and now she has realized that when my master offered to make a locking one and she choose the same lock as me she made a big mistake. The deal is that she can have it removed by master after Christmas if she asks in November.

I love the fact that someone is worse of than me.

Not the only one locked

So yesterday morning I received a text from our friends which said "at 6am the pin was broken off after a night of repeated orgasms and fun, going to sleep now" That was followed last night by "what have I done, I'm so horny" and then this morning "This is hell, how do you cope, how i am I going to cope" to which I replied "I get by on anal sex" and then the penny dropped and she sent one saying" I can't have anal sex there is a bar in the way" I sent a smiley face.

Think she has bitten of more than she can chew. should be fun tonight there coming for supper!!!

punishment

I'm writing before starting my punishment. I have this because of my co-belted friend, she has been texting and ringing with updates and questions, turns out her sex drive is greater than I imagined and the pin has been out at least 3 times a day since she first put it on. That said she has marked Wednesday 23rd as the day she breaks the pin. Anyway after she rang me with some particularly steamy details yesterday evening I went upstairs horny and lubed up one of my vibrators and put it up my bum to try and cum, I was oh so close when I was rumbled by master who was not happy and said there would be consequences, put me in my cage and went back downstairs. This morning he let me out and things were okay until he was about to leave when he came in with a set of nipple clamps and the locks to cuff my chained wrists to the ceiling, telling me that the camera was up and I had to be there by 9:30. I've been had a look and sure enough there is a chain as high as I can reach, its tiptoes and sore nipples for me today. Master is usually home about 6pm so I'm looking at 8.5 hours punishment. Before I pierced my nipples I had the chain on for 12 hours once and I couldn't touch them for two days now they are ringed they are twice as sensitive and I'm not looking forward to it much.

Wish me luck

All locked up

Just a quick update to say that the belt is on its victim and she is jumping around thinking she's the cat that got the cream. Master has told her she needs to be very careful with the pin (which I can agree with!) Her only complaint is that Master has put the same thigh bands on this one as with mine and she came wearing trousers, needless to say she won't be wearing them any more. Also I don't know if shes realized it yet but she has a bar between her butt cheeks so she won't get any anal penetration either, so if she does break the pin as she plans she is technically worse off than me!!!!!

I will let you know how it goes for her as she reports back.

Final thought shes got to wear it to work tomorrow, shes an office manager, interesting?

fact or fiction

I have been asked recently as to the authenticity of the facts behind my writing. I can confirm that all that you read is true and is my take on the events I write about, I don't tend to write about the mundane things I do everyday but on this occasion let me tell you a few.

Let me tell you how for the passed few months I  have been unable to scratch an itch on my back without leaning against a door frame.

Let me tell you about the fact that starting the mower to mow the lawn is nearly impossible.

Let me tell you that I have become a yoga position expert just to wipe my bottom and then how undignified it is to have to go to the toilet before we leave home because public toilet cubicles are to small to perform this yoga move!

Let me tell you how hard it is to wash up with a restricted width, or carry a large serving dish.

Let me tell you about how hoovering the stairs makes the sweat pour out of me.

Let me tell you about the eyeful the yodel man got when I was washing the windows and he made me jump as I hadn't heard him and my cape got stuck on the top of the steps as I descended the ladder

Let me tell you about the long lecture I got from my doctor about body mods when I got a chest infection and how I lost my temper and even showed him my belt!!

Let me tell you how some days I long for my old job in a comfy office with flat shoes a nice blouse and trouser suit.

And let me tell you about how my dreams are filled with yet even more deprived fantasy's and how I wake up horny, go to bed horny and am living a dream my dear husband and Master is allowing even though he was more than happy before with a bit of rope a few toys and a wife who was his equal.

My fantasy, My reality, I love every moment.  
 

When the dom turns sub

Last week we went to see some friends they have been into bdsm for ages and she is the dom and her husband is the sub. We talk and get ideas from each other but last week was different I showed her my new and permanent chastity belt and she nearly came on the spot gushing that she would just love to lock her sex away for all time. Master joked he could make her one but didn't see how it fitted into their lifestyle. She thought about it a bit and then replied "just think he's locked up and gets his pleasure eating me, if I'm locked up and there is no key he's suffering more". Now I don't know for sure how many times a day he licks her to orgasm but I do know its several and that her sex drive is huge! Anyway her belt is ready there coming over tonight and she is going to be one highly fustrated dom going forward. Atleast someone will know how I feel.

Masters new toy

We had a normal Saturday morning for us. I woke up when master opened my cage, climbed out dealt with my masters morning wood and went to fix breakfast. Did my chores and then the postman came with a long thin box for master. He put it to one side and I know better than to ask but was curious as to what it was. Around midday Master informed me that I was to put myself in the stocks and wait for him(and there was me thinking it was lunchtime!) About 12:30 he joined me carrying a long cane with a collection of leather strings on the end and answered the question of what was in the box. He asked me how many of them across the bottom I could handle to which I replied it was his choice not mine to make and then it began, no softly softly approach it landed on my rear and made me scream. 20 strokes later I'm crying like a baby and my bottom is raw.

Now what I didn't know at this point was that on stroke twenty one of the leather bits had tangled with the new break away pin on my belt and had broken away. Master saw it and stopped and when I regained composure I saw it and panicked, I'm stuck without access to my beautiful lady garden,no orgasm, no penetration, no nothing. The thought makes me so horny, since Saturday I have been walking round with my juices rolling down my legs. Master said that at least now I can get away from the risk of a tattoo punishment, but I might get it anyway!!

Weight loss achieved new chastity belt on

One of my aims for this year was to lose weight and get fitter!! Yesterday I got on the scales and allowing for the weight of my bondage I weigh just over 7 stone and am now at the bottom of my ideal weight , Master has declared that enough is enough and I must now weigh myself and keep to within 3lbs of this weight. He went of to the shed and returned about 3hours later with a new chastity belt.
The new belt is like the old one but is missing one simple addition- a lock. That is it has been designed with a break off pin which once broken means I would need to be cut out of the belt and that won't happen soon. I am currently into a 2 week trial of the belt and I must say its very comfy, The waist bends a bit more to give more movement and the back is two wires up and over my arse cheeks which I thought would dig in but are no problem. The inside of the plate has a small pea sized bump that rubs my clit but not enough to do any good and my how the juices flow! In fact the only uncomfortable bit is the end of the pin that is designed to break off.
What I'm not sure of is if I want it to break off, I mean I know I have gone without conventional sex for a while but this is playing on my mind. Master has already said if we break the pin its on for the rest of the year and if we carry on after this trial period it may stay on indefinitely! I have managed one orgasm in six months through anal penetration and I used to be a prolific masturbation expert, I've more toys than the local adult store.
Anyway got to go we are going out not sure where but the dress that is laid out suggests that it is posh.

Catching up

I have decided I need to fill in some blanks and tell all about the going on since 4th april.
Firstly let me put it out there that apart from cleaning and shaving my pleasure area has seen no attention but last week the sexual fustration just got to much and while in the pillory being taken anally by my master I exploded and the climax was so strong I have never felt anything like it. Master left me in the pillory to recover by which time he had recovered and so I was taken from behind again but without such joy for me. Master and I have disscussed the idea of permanent chastity since this and I was not sure I liked the idea of two orgasms a year but had to admit the idea of permanently locking my vagina away was very hot. He has gone away to work on the idea so who knows.

I have also added to my bottom tattoo which now has a picture of me in the pillory with a red bum on the top of my right cheek and a whip, paddle and cane on my left.

I have worn 6" heels for so long that I discovered in June that i can no longer get my heels to touch the floor. This was a real pain at the start of july as we went to a wedding where the ceromony was at a golf course and more specifically in a bunker (aparently where they first met)

Master came home last week and said that saturday night they were having a charity headshave at the pub and my name had been put down, I am now shaved smooth and have no way of hiding my slave collar. Master says he likes the look and will keep it shaved at leased till the end of summer. On a plus note £1800 was raised for a local dog trust.

back from punishment

Hi All
I'm back been being punished lots to tell you but firstly about my punishment.
I last wrote on the 4th April and was going for some more piercings that saturday (8th) Master and I went and I got two new tongue piercings in line with my original one and two lip piercings one in the top and one in the bottom both in the middle. Hurt like hell when we got back and I lost my temper through my laptop on the floor and it smashed the screen. Master was mad and has made we wait until now for a new screen.

Anyway the piercings have healed and as suspected I don't talk much now and when I do it is with a lisp!! Also we have replaced the lip rings for two studs Master had made which slide together and a small screw goes in the side sealing my lips shut so everything goes through a straw. Master seals them every morning and except for the odd occasion opens them on his return, for an experiment they were closed for a week and apart from the problem of cleaning my teeth it was no real problem. I've lost loads of weight and Master is currently designing my new chastity belt because it soon will be to loose (he tells me it will be better than this one!!)

wrist chains welded and a celebratory tattoo!!

Well its done I now don't have a padlock between my wrists but I do have exactly 11 3/4 inches of chain permanently fixed between them. It was done last night when we got back from the tattooists I got in big bold script down each arm from the elbow to wrist "MASTERS SLAVE" it is going to be nearly impossible to hide the letters seem huge and are black and bold. We got back I was feeling sore and Master fixed us a drink, long and short of it few drinks later we were in the workshop welding and the end result is I'm permanently bound. Master did offer this morning to cut the chains but we both know I would have wanted this sooner or later so I have declined. I kept scratching at the tattoo this morning so master has made a clever rod which clips over the chain and make it a rigid spreader bar. This he has left on and gone out to work on something else so I'm typing with one hand only!!!!

While we were at the tattooists a girl came in and she had multiple tongue and other facial piercings which I thought looked really cool. She showed them to us happily and I spoke to the tattooist he says he can do similar to me if I want. I think Master would approve of some more jewelry in my tongue as this girl said she now only talks when absolutely necessary and Master says I talk to much!! I'm booked in 2pm Saturday for up to 4 piercings (He won't do more than that in one sitting)

It's been a while

Hi all it has been a while since my last post and I'm afraid this one is only short.

My slave status is truly defined now and my Husband/Master is very much now into the discipline. In the last week I have had a canning, a flogging and a paddling all to my now tender bottom. Anyway last night Master came home and said he wanted to talk without the slave/master thing and I said okay with some trepidation and it turns out he is unsure if hes acting correctly or not, to which my reply was that this so much better than my fantasy that he is just superb. We then went on to talk about other thing including another tattoo or two nothing obscene but I want something that shows my status that I will have to cover in polite circles.He asked what and I suggested that I could have SLAVE inked down my forearms so I needed a long sleeved top to cover it. He has gone away to think about this idea!!! Anyway one thing that did come out is that I don't perform oral to him consistently at the same level and I have promised to improve.

Must go things to do xx

Slave status well and truly defined

Well I asked and I got. Master has been true to his word, I am now a slave by my own wish and it's hard to do. Let me tell you about yesterday. The cage opened at 6am I went down stairs in 6" heels locked to my feet since the morning before (they are still there now) and made master his breakfast, I used to make mine too but that is no longer allowed, took his breakfast up to him and woke him with my tongue around his morning wood until my breakfast arrived! He then ate and I knelt on the floor. Once he was done I was given the chores for the day, these were to clean the entire downstairs and prepare tea on top of the clothes washing and the normal everyday stuff. Master said he would be home at 6pm and that I was to be cuffed up ready for his inspection by then.

I didn't achieve the desired effect and spent last evening nursing a sore bottom and aching arms!!.

never question the master

Night before last master and I had an argument, this basic consisted of me moaning that he doesn't treat me as a slave and that he never disciplines me. His reply to this was that it was my fantasy not his and that if I wanted it harder i could but that he would only ask me the once and then it would be the full monty. Well i said in a half joke "you wouldn't know how to". He replied "are you saying that you want to be treated as a complete slave only there to do my wishes no matter how horrid or humiliating and to be physically disciplined for wrong doings no matter how small they appear to you?" My reply was "yes" and i spent the rest of the night cuffed to a hook in the kitchen on tip toes having been caned on my bottom and legs.Let down in the morning and given my chores including walking to the local shop for 6 items including tin dog food (we don't have a dog) Have I bitten of more than I can chew-yes I am I happy- oh yes you bet I am.

Shopping in chains

Now I'm use to getting some odd looks when I go out and it doesn't bother me, however I was a little self conscious when master and I went to do the weekly shopping. I was chained wrist and ankle although the chains were only visible when I stretched my arms forward as the rest of the time they were under the floral cape I have made myself. It is more the fact that I knew I think, knowing that it could be discovered and the questions that could follow. I'm proud of the life choice I have made but aware that peoples perceptions and judgments can be profoundly hurtful.

All above said it wasn't that bad and I'm still considering getting master to weld the chains!!!

wish me luck

Today is Masters first day back to work since being poorly and we have reverted back to the system we started, he has left me my jobs to do and these must be done by 6pm. They included:-
Vacuum the house
dust the downstairs
prepare tea
wash the front windows
jet wash the patio

During a discussion last night I told master about the chain hanging down when I close my hands and he suggested a shorter chain maybe easier, he measured the pillory he made and there are 14" between the arm holes so that is what my chain is at now. This is better for small jobs but even eating is hard work let alone washing windows.

So as the title says wish me luck!!!

taking some getting used too

When I first suggested the idea of a semi permanent chain between my wrist cuffs, I was sure I would have no problems adapting to it. How wrong I am, Its in the way most of the time as when I close my hands together 2 feet of chain  hangs down and swings around and when I want to open my hands they come up short. The padlock is a pain to the point I'm already considering just getting Master to weld the two parts together and be done with the lock. Add to this the problems one faces reaching around to wipe ones bottom and I really don't know if I my have bitten off more than I can chew! Master says I need a month to get used to it and then we can try differing lengths easily.

Now in comparison the ankle chain which is 12" long and permanent, I absolutely love. It makes everything feel owned and I can't believe I never thought of it. Even if we don't carry this 24/7 master/sub thing on after 12 months the chain will stay and I will learn to live with it. Just one thing, my driving licence is now just a bit of paper as I can't drive safely with it on!!!

wrist chain and more

Well it's done. Just after lunch my master took me to the garage and with much skill welded two foot long lengths of stainless chain to my axsmar wrist cuffs.He wrapped me up in cloth first and then before I really new it they were on. Polishing took a bit longer but really easy. He removed the cloths from around my wrists and produced a small shed type padlock, before I knew what was happening my wrists are a maximum of 2 feet apart and that is as wide as I go!

He then asked me if I'd like something similar on my ankles. I hesitated and he offered me an orgasm if I said yes so as its well passed 3 months I agreed without further question. He wrapped the clothes around my ankles and I couldn't see them as well as the wrists, a few minutes later and he's done. It became clear that the padlock linking the two chains was already on a I could only move my feet about a foot apart. Polishing complete he removed the cloths to reveal no padlock, yes I am now restricted to foot long strides and no Knickers!! I have to admit that I freaked out a bit and after I calmed down he produced a long narrow full length skirt (it is actually the right length to wear with my 6" heels) this I am told is to wear when we go out.

So now I find myself cuffed hand and foot and has he unlocked my chastity, no and why because I was so turned on when the permanence of my ankle chain hit me that I exploded on the spot!!!

a terrible month!!

Hi All
Thanks firstly for  the kind messages this month. It's been hard Master has had more doctor/hospital appointments in 1 month than in his entire life, but I do now think we are there. His medication seems to be right now and life is back to normal.

Last night was the first night back in the cage and it signaled a return to the norm. My master also has instructed me that we are to start trialing a semi permanent wrist chain, something we wanted to do a while back. To start with I am going to get two lengths of chain 12 inches long welded to my permanent cuffs and then we are going to padlock these together and master will shorten them until we get the smallest width that enables me to perform all my slave duties. I have also got a second bracelet that is loose enough to go from my wrist to my elbow that the chains can be connected to when not in use (can't see it being practical to go shopping tethered at the wrists) Its going to be interesting!!

On another note I haven't been allowed sexual release since early January and I  brought this up last night and Master said "you can take the punishment if you want" You may recall this was my own idea and involves a large script tattoo on my legs saying "Submissive Slave" and I have to say its looking incredibly likely as I have never gone more than a couple of days without pleasure before this year!!

sorry its been awhile

Hi
Sorry its been awhile but my master has been poorly in hospital and that took priority.

He was taken in by ambulance and I was wearing his dressing gown when he left, in all the confusion and panic I forgot to get him to unlock the clothes cupboard and ended up sat in A and E with his coat around me, lets just say it could have been longer!! and the only shoes were my 6" strappy sandals I was proper eye candy if I say so myself, good job really I was all locked up in my loins.

Anyway sorry its short but I will write again soon.

fun with master

I have really enjoyed watching my Husband develop into the role of master. He has surpassed himself and now seems to enjoy the power. We went out for our date night Friday again and as is the set up it was my choice, I thought hard but decided we should have a night on the town and we headed out for a nice meal followed by a couple of drinks and then ending up at the nightclub. It was a great evening and I got some looks with my recent change in appearance teamed with the fact that compared to some in the club I wasn't exactly dressed for winter clubbing!! We left around 1am Saturday and got a taxi home where I started to get a little demanding and ended up in the stocks while Master got sorted before bed. Once he was ready he gave my bottom a good flogging and with a red bum was put in my cage. Saturday morning I was heavy eyed and definitely jaded from the alcohol and told master I wasn't playing. He reminded me that I didn't have that choice and slapped my still tender bum. By lunch I was feeling more like it and I sucked him for an hour or so before he seemed to forgive my outbursts.

I have been looking into the idea of a more permanent link for my wrist cuffs, at the moment we have a length of chain that padlocks on. We would like something more permanent but equally removable if required. Think this will have to be investigated and trialed over time.

normal life as a slave

I though 'I ought to talk a little about normal everyday life in my new role as slave. My day starts at 6am when my master wakes opens the cage on his way to the bathroom, I crawl out stretch and make my way downstairs to make my masters breakfast, he is a creature of habit, coffee toast and marmalade. Back up with the tray and kneel by the bed for master to eat breakfast then we talk about the day my plans, his plans and the requirements for the day, we discuss what we will have for supper and what time it needs to be ready. today we are having chicken casserole so out is the chicken, veg and potatoes along with the gravy. I have had my breakfast after master went to work, I have two pieces of plain toast and water. It was my choice to create a plain and boring diet for myself for breakfast and lunch but to eat tea/supper with my husband/master as he does, this way I get the slave rations but a filling meal every evening to keep me healthy.

Master goes to work at 7.30 and today I have nowhere to be I am naked apart from my chastity and jewelry. Prior to starting this year I made a few changes to the house this includes a small locked cupboard over the timer for the heating, as a result of this the heating goes off at 7:15 and doesn't go back on till 5:45 in the evening Monday to Friday and the chill in the house by lunchtime is more than a little noticeable on my body! I have a cleaning routine that master and I made up, one of my least favorite things is housework, we used to share it but I insisted that it became my soul responsibility and I probably regret that the most.. Today is wash the bedding and hoover the upstairs before jet washing the patio, It is private and no one can see me but it is only 2 degrees outside and I'm not looking forward to it!!!

By  3 pm I should be making tea and then readying myself for my masters return and we will see where the evening takes us...

Mum and Dad:- An interesting tea time!!

As I said earlier my Mum and Dad were coming for tea, now I had told them what was happening in a general format, you know the sort of thing slave to my husband, he calls the shots, etc,etc. However details weren't asked at the time of the conversation and i didn't forward them either. So they turn up for tea and there is me in a fetching French maids outfit, not to short but complete with pinny and hat paired with 6" black heels and all my new jewelry and its fair to say they were speechless when I opened the door.

After the initial why and what and why we sat down for tea well they sat down for tea, I knelt on the floor next to my master and ate mine there. Conversation was kept to general life and politics my Dad is mad keen on talking Brexit at the moment and once tea was done I washed up while they had a coffee and then we headed for the lounge to talk. This was a continuation of the general talk until my dad said to my master about his classic car in the garage at which point the two men excused themselves and headed out to talk cars in the garage with a beer. No sooner had they left when my mum started with questions and once she had reassured herself that this really was what I wanted and that I really couldn't explain why she wanted to know about my tattoo. I wasn't quite sure that I wanted her to know about it but aparently we were spotted exiting the tattoo parlour and she wanted to know so conversation went something like this:-

Well Mum its on my Bum

Well how big is it Jane?

Fairly large

Can I see it?

Are you sure you want to

Yes

Well okay (turned round and lifted my dress)

What are you wearing?

Oh its a chastity belt

A what?

Chastity belt

but your legs there..

Yes they are connected it's part of the thing

But how, when, how long do you wear it

All the time

But toilet

All easy enough Mum

But that tattoo what if you err I mean how do you

I can't remove it its permanent, it would have to be covered but I like it.

And your happy Jane?

Yes

Well you better kneel down here and tell me all about your new life then

Kneel why?

Well I don't know much Jane but I do know that slaves don't get luxury like sofas

and so the conversation went from there, for better or worse my mum now knows about all the piercings and the tattoo I get if I fail the chastity belt and the pillory and possibly worse still this blog. So Hello Mum!!
We agreed that Dad would be spared all the details in case he got to many ideas.

Anyway got to go my cage is waiting....

a night in the pillory

Well the night in the pillory (see "never bet drunk") was long but actually okay! I didn't sleep but it gave me time to reflect and let my mind wander in an attempted to ration what I'm doing to myself here. I found myself wondering not what was I doing but actually how deep does this fantasy of mine go and how far do I want to take it, 3 weeks in and I absolutely love my new life as the submissive slave of the man I love, I don't have any money worries cause I don't have any, I don't have to worry about clothes because I'm told what to wear and I don't even have to worry about what to eat because its all taken care off.

Anyway that said I did get cramp a couple of times and an itch on the back of my leg that drove me spare half the night but I did win my bet and I did get the reward and yes it was good and oh so powerful that it was more than worth it.

Tonight my parents are coming over and they know all about my new lifestyle, my master made me talk to them about it before even entering into this idea so it will be interesting to see what they say when they see me. We will see they seemed pretty relaxed about it to be fair.

never bet drunk!!

Just a quick one after I had written my last post my master opened a bottle of wine and we had some I was a bit tipsy when after the second glass (I'm the original lightweight) and I mentioned getting out the belt for some action. Master said I had to earn it and how long could I last in the pillory? Well I'd had a bit to drink and said it was easy enough I could stay there all night easy. So here I am with a bad head looking at the Pillory knowing I'm to have put myself in it by 6pm and won't get out till 6am and now I'm not drunk.

Wish me luck I will tell all tomorrow....

The new toy

Yesterday after shopping we went to the DIY store and my Husband/Master collected supplies or a project but wouldn't let on what it was. Around 6pm last night I was ordered upstairs to my cage while he made ready or me and as I lay in my cage I could hear tapping and screwing downstairs in his study. Once he was done he unlocked the cage, stripped me to my chastity belt put me in a pair of 6" heels and we went down stairs. On arrival to the study entrance he produced a silk scarf, instructed me to wait and he went in to the study, He then told me to come in but to leave the scarf on, I entered gingerly and stood about 6 feet inside the door, this he locked and hid the key. Removing my scarf I saw what was the new toy- A pillory built from wood designed for me to stand at ,with my feet locked about 3 feet apart and hands next to my face.

Within seconds I was standing in the slots for my legs waiting for him to close it all and then my neck and wrists went in too. He then informed me it was time for a shave and unlocked my Chastity belt, this dropped down and he had to unlock my ankles to remove it. At this point I was left alone in the pillory I tried to move around but there really is little free movement. Master returned with my cleaned chastity belt followed by a bowl of water, soap and a razor. I don't have much down there in the way of hair but it has been itching terrible and my Master does like me bald. He set to work taking extreme care and making an already horny lady very very hot under the collar!! When he was done he took the opportunity for his own pleasure I can't cum from anal sex but don't dislike it and after several years I find it easy to accommodate his member without pain. when he was done the chastity belt went back on and despite my complaints and demands for an orgasm the lock was clicked shut.

Once unlocked I asked how long he was going to make me wait for my pleasure, at which he merely responded with "You asked for this not me"

supermarket shopping

This mornning my master informed me that we were going shopping, nothing unusual about that apart from the fact that I wasn't really dressed for a trip round our local supermarket. He had laid out a light summery dress and 6" sandals for me and outside was about -2. So without questioning my husband/master I got dressed and went out to the car. He got in and of we went, when we got there he said "I will push the trolley and you load it up". So there's me walking with my reduced stride caused by the thigh cuffs in my chastity belt and 6" sandals in a busy supermarket while everyone else is in there overcoats, scarfs and hats. I was very self concious especially when getting the stuff from the top and bottom shelves, when I reached for the top shelf my dress bearly covered my thigh cuffs and bending down with my knees to reach the bottom shelf in 6" sandals had anyone who was looking a good look up my dress to the metal underwear. Its a strange thing that 100mm of stainless rod is so restrictive when walking but leaves my legs wide open and vuneralble when normally you'd have them closed tight. When we had the weeks shopping he drove to the DIY store and we got several lengths of 2"x6" timber, some hindges and a hasp and staple, when I asked what it was for he told me it was a surprise and I would find out later. We got back I stripped back down to my chastity belt and put the shopping away, made lunch and then my Master has disappeared back to the workshop to make this new item. He has left me to write this blog and find some nice corsets for me to have, I am naturally a 24" waist but master says I should be able to lace down to 20" or below with some practice, apparently the chastity belt has been made to adjust down to 20" so I assume that it will lock over the corset which will stop me from taking the corset off or loosening the laces

my new underwear!!

I knew it was coming, it was my idea, the measurements taken I even had a hand in the design. But I was still not ready to lock my sexual pleasure behind the stainless chastity belt it now is. My Master has done an incredible job with it, I shouldn't be surprised he is a master of metal work as well as me!! I am blessed with a small waist relative to my hips and this he tells me makes it easier to make the belt full proof. He has made the waist band in such a way that it is locked by the front shield part and the rear part is permanently connected to the waist band so it only requires one padlock which is tucked between my legs holding it all together.

The rear of the belt is a solid bar bent to slide between my buttocks making number 2's interesting (I don't want constipation while wearing this) The rest is neoprene lined stainless steel and he has also made a set of thigh cuffs that connect with a 100mm bar on ball joints which is connected to the padlock, this stops the padlock swaying and because its a bar not a chain like some it is quiet to. We put it on me Wednesday evening with the plan of trying it for a few hours and adjusting it and then trying some more, it was a perfect fit and with the thigh cuffs as well I had no real problem apart from the obvious metal around my delicate regions. My master went to take it off at bed time but I stopped him and we agreed I would wear it in my cage but with the key available to remove it if it was uncomfortable or hurt, 8:30 to my cage fell asleep and woke up at 6am when master opened the door. I held the key all day Thursday and master checked my body for any problems before he went to work and again when he got home. Apart from now having to bend at the knees and my shortened stride the only thing bothering me it my desire to cum!!! This morning Master checked me again and took the key, he has given me a key in a plastic pot which is sealed shut, in emergency I can break the pot and get out of the belt. However if I break it just because and can't justify my actions I have agreed as punishment I will have the words "SUBMISSIVE SLAVE" tattooed on my legs which as I can not wear trousers will be clearly visible in my skirts which range from short to Knee length. This was my idea in order to discourage me I know my husband couldn't punish me hard so I needed a punishment that would stop me just taking it off when I wanted. I did say to my husband before we started that if I get really horny I will take the punishment for the pleasure I will get from release, I wonder how long I can hold out for....

a tender weekend

Well I am now tattooed and by god did it hurt, never had one before and now my buttocks are well inked, my master didn't want a tattoo above my lady regions as it won't be visible once my chastity belt is on! So I had a tattoo on my bum which reads "Property of my Husband and Master" its in a large Black font outlined in a red stripe and then a pair of handcuffs below it. Took just over 5hrs to do and I'm supposed to be going back for some decoration above it at a later date. I couldn't sit all weekend and after repeated demands by my master to leave my bottom alone to heal I decided the best thing to do was to use the time to practice bondage, while he was outside I put myself on the hook at around 10am Sunday Morning. This turned out to be a slightly daft affair as my master reappeared from the garage at about 8.30 in the evening not amused that there was no tea!!! He threatened to leave me there all night but after applying the cream to my tender bottom and commenting on how intrigued my doctor will be when I next go (hadn't thought of that one) took me down and let me sleep in the bed for one night. Monday, Tuesday were delicate days although its amazing how productive you can be when your unable to sit down. Today I am feeling much better and my master says he has a surprise for me tonight, as long as it doesn't involve anything on my bum I'm okay.

date night

Well as I said it was date night Friday night and my husband/master and I went off to the local pub him in jeans and a shirt, me in a short posh frock 6" heels and all my new jewelry on show. Food was excellent he treated me like a queen not a slave while we were there. I think possibly master is trying to keep a grip on reality as things are moving very fast and he wants to know that things could revert back to normal.

Anyway about half way through the meal we were talking and he said to me "now your my slave, you will do anything I request?" to this I responded with yes of course, His reaction was "Take of your Knickers then and put them in your handbag" My face was probably something of a picture as I haven't done anything like that in public seen I was a rebellious twenty something. I gave it a moments hesitation and thought to myself this was my fantasy, to be controlled and ordered, so I slipped them off under the table and ceremoniously placed them in my handbag while it sat on the table. We finished our meal and I was aware that by the time we left there was a defined damp patch on the seat where I had sat. My master and I walked home and had a serious exercise session on the kitchen table when we got home. I was so tried when I went up to my cage that I have never slept so well in it. This morning I am pondering my tattoo and I'm starting to get vvery nervous, to late now but I hope it doesn't hurt to much!!

A new day

I can report that my master was satisfied with my jobs yesterday and he let me out the cage and we had dinner together (him at the table me at his feet) I have grown a liking for this new life it is heading in the direction I had imaged in my fantasies and it has in some way exceeded these. My master went out after dinner and reappeared with some tools and some items from the DIY store. He then locked me back in the cage while I couldn't see I could hear him drilling and working below me. When I was released I was taken down stairs to try out the new toy! He has installed a hook in the beam it is at a height that in my 6" heels I can reach up to put the hook onto the rings on my slave bracelets but once there I can not get them off. He left me struggling for a couple of hours before getting me down. He says that I may put myself there any time I wish to be disciplined for doing wrong. I know he has bought a new whip and I am looking forward with some trepidation to trying it. (maybe not yet!!)

Also Last night my Master/Husband has decreed that Friday night is date night and wants to take me out, he has said I will be his slave but I will act as if we are equal for the moment and we will not go anywhere that a lady shouldn't be seen. We are out to the local pub tomorrow I will be dressed up as I no longer have casual clothes I guess that my short dress teamed with my new jewelry and haircut may tern a few heads and get tongues wagging.

Saturday my request for a suitable tattoo is going to be fulfilled and I believe it is going just above my sex. I have left the placement and image to my master to decided this was at my request before we started the trial and will be again a permanent item even after the trial. I cant wait and hope it is bold and a proper statement, I will be a little disappointed if I end up with a small butterfly on my shoulder!!.

Embracing my status

I am currently waiting for my master to return and the last job on the list he handed over before leaving for work was to post to my blog. The other items on the list were fairly mundane apart from the bottom of the list which reads as follows "once all the list is completed or 6:30 this evening (which ever comes first) slave Jane is to place herself in the cage wearing her new bondage and await her master. Once master has assessed slaves work he will allow her out for tea. poor quality work will be punished in a long hungry night!" Needless to say I have made certain that everything is perfect and that I will please my master on his return. 

Last night we spent a while looking at Chastity belts and after much soul searching master and I decided that the commercial options don't suit what is required (he allowed me input on this subject as it is part of my fantasy) Master is good with metal work skilled enough and equipped to create a custom one which he says will be ready in a month. Some of the belts were mighty scary to think that I won't have access to my lady garden in a month is a real mind messer!! Master plans on thigh cuffs and a link to shorten my stride as well, he also wants to add bondage points to the waist band. He has offered to make it without a padlock but to make the waist band permanent like my Axsmar bands and just lock the shield on my crotch, this would make wearing clothes easier but would mean metal underwear always without relief at least for this year.

Anyway on the plus side of everything my goal to loose 2 stone and come in at the low end of my perfect weight as apposed to the top end of it is going well. I had locks put on the cupboards and master keeps the key we put out what I need to cook tea and everything else is away. consequently since breakfast I have eaten nothing and only drank water. Diet is going to be easy!!

Must go and get ready for masters return in a little over 3hrs.

an introduction

Hi
I'm Jane and as of the new year I am the voluntary slave to my husband for the next 12 months. This is my idea, fantasy and choice. I have sat and given a small list of limits but have purposely left it very loose and potentially life changing. Those limits are as follows:-
1) No other men to handle me sexually.
2) No Tattoos or Branding to my hands or face.
3) Nothing that is likely to endanger my life.

That's it, we have spoken about this, my Master/Husband is on board only because I have pestered him for ages to let me have my fantasy and he has agreed to a 12 month trial which we will discuss between Christmas and new year next year. I wanted it to be realistic and have burnt my "safe clothes", credit cards, sold my car, and closed my bank account giving everything to my husband. He wouldn't let me sign the house over but apart from that I own nothing. He agreed to let me do this in October and agreed to let me get some piercings to look the part, these included my nipples, tongue and septum. I already have my ears done three times and my belly button. I also ordered a full set (collar, wrist and ankle) cuffs from Axsmar which are the permanent once closed there stuck sort. They went on Christmas Day and I can't see they will come off even if we don't carry on after the trial. My master would only let me have these if I had the rings to connect to on them, So now I sport these everywhere I go. I had up until this morning long hair down to the middle of my back which I figured would hide the collar nicely from everyday view but this morning I was sent to the local hairdressers and now have a very short cut and it was very embarrassing.

We have played with BDSM for years and for Christmas 2013 I got a cage for the bedroom, it was my present although I chose it myself. It is self locking, in so far as I can put myself in but cant open it from inside even with the key in my hand. This has been a regular toy but is now where I am to be every night at 8:30pm. I used to watch telly till 11 or 12 pm but not any longer.

My husband/Master has told me he is determined to make this hard for me so I don't want to carry on after 12 months. My fantasy for as long as I can remember is now a reality, how will it go?